Hurt my feelings, still does. Idk...
I need a more upbeat/happy post....bt not now, I'm tired.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
I'm Engaged!
I'm engaged! I guess I should have posted sooner, but I have been busy. Matt took me out to the beach yesterday and proposed on LifeGuard Tower 17 in Newport! I love him so! He calls me his "beautiful fiance"! He's so sweet! We celebrated at Lounge 33 last night with all of our lovely friends. I love our friends! Pictures soon! They aren't uploading right now.
Ps...my mom is already talking wedding plans and living arrangements! lol
Monday, March 16, 2009
No Doubt, Paramore, Bedouin Soundclash, and The Sounds!
I got my tickets in the mail today!!
Gonna be the best show ever?
You bett'ah believe it!
No Doubt, Paramore, Bedouin Soundclash, and The Sounds!
Loves:

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Sunday, March 15, 2009
Loves: Totally Digging Her Music Right Now
Merry Happy-Kate Nash- Made of Bricks
Watching me like you never watch no one
Don't tell me that you didn't try and check out my bum
Cause I know that you did
Cause your friend told me that you liked it
Gave me those pearls and I thought they were ugly
Though you try to tell me that you never loved me
I know that you did
Cause you said it and you wrote it down
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
So I learnt form you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
Sitting in restaurants
Thought we were so grown up
But I know now that we were not the people that we turned out to be
Chatting on the phone can't take back those hours
But I won't regret cause you can grow flowers from where dirt used to be
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
(Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do)
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
(Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do)
Watching me like you never watch no one
Don't tell me that you didn't try and check out my bum
Cause I know that you did
Cause your friend told me that you liked it
Gave me those pearls and I thought they were ugly
Though you try to tell me that you never loved me
I know that you did
Cause you said it and you wrote it down
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
So I learnt form you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
Sitting in restaurants
Thought we were so grown up
But I know now that we were not the people that we turned out to be
Chatting on the phone can't take back those hours
But I won't regret cause you can grow flowers from where dirt used to be
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
(Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do)
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
(Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do)
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Sandwiches!

Best food EVER??
Backstreet Sandwiches in Riverside
Period.
If you ever get a chance to eat in Riverside, eat here. Best food ever. Semi-pricey but who cares when it's an amazing dining experience and food. I have had the pleasure of dining here since I was a baby. Summer hours are amazing too! Loooove it!
Go to their website to check out more pictures/menu/contact info and hours. Yumyumyum.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Yay!
I am going here:

& here:

tomorrow before my math class/mid-mid-term/exam thingy. Yesss!
Too bad I have to wake up at 7:15am for a dr appt regarding my shoulder before we head out there. Tomorrow is going to be a loong day.
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Sliding
So, yeah yeah, I have been in an uphill battle with chronic depression and anxiety since I was 11. On all different meds and therapy and junk to help me be "normal". Finally I felt like I was genuinely happy and not overly-anxious in Dec/Jan. Well, it's happening again....my doctor told me to always be prepared, bc my battle is one that may never be won.
-The best way I can describe how I am feeling lately is in a snowboarding metaphor. You know when you fall whilst boarding down a black diamond slope? You just keep sliding and sometimes you are sliding towards a cliff, the drops into a ravene with fallen trees. I hate it when this happens. You are completely out of control. There is like a 5% chance that you will gain control of your fate. 95% chance that you will slid into a tree where you will then stand up and proceed to scoop the snow out of your pants and jacket, (bc this was the one time your gators decided to not serve there purpose). That's me, metaphorically sliding snow a icey slope and hurting, all the while knowing you will stop sliding eventually. Once you're not sliding anymore you have to face the humiliation of de-frosting and attempting to stay as warm and dry as u can while not showing your chonies to the entire hill as you shake snow out of your pants. Yes, that's me.
The only thing keeping me from falling off of the cliff as well? Slow Club. They put me in a happy mood. =)
-The best way I can describe how I am feeling lately is in a snowboarding metaphor. You know when you fall whilst boarding down a black diamond slope? You just keep sliding and sometimes you are sliding towards a cliff, the drops into a ravene with fallen trees. I hate it when this happens. You are completely out of control. There is like a 5% chance that you will gain control of your fate. 95% chance that you will slid into a tree where you will then stand up and proceed to scoop the snow out of your pants and jacket, (bc this was the one time your gators decided to not serve there purpose). That's me, metaphorically sliding snow a icey slope and hurting, all the while knowing you will stop sliding eventually. Once you're not sliding anymore you have to face the humiliation of de-frosting and attempting to stay as warm and dry as u can while not showing your chonies to the entire hill as you shake snow out of your pants. Yes, that's me.
The only thing keeping me from falling off of the cliff as well? Slow Club. They put me in a happy mood. =)
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Monday, March 9, 2009
Kingston
He is very sick. =(
My parents are taking him to the dr while I am in class. =(
I'm sad that he is sick. I wish he would go back to being his normal bouncy spunky self.
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7:12pm
The vet did x-rays, blood tests, and everything. Turns out when he missed his landing while trying to drop from one chair to another, he hurt his back when he hit the wood floor. Poor baby. The x-rays also showed that he also hasn't "pottied" in a day. So he was also "backed-up", they gave him a pain med shot and he "made" when he got home. Now he is passed out in his doggy bed, he isn't allowed to do anything, so sleep is the only thing that he can pass the time with. So we have pain meds for him now and we have to make sure he doesn't run around all excited and spunky like he normally does. =(
Well, they said he should be better in 3 weeks. So, I hope he has a quick, full recovery, bc I hate seeing my little firecracker all hurt and sad.
My parents are taking him to the dr while I am in class. =(
I'm sad that he is sick. I wish he would go back to being his normal bouncy spunky self.
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7:12pm
The vet did x-rays, blood tests, and everything. Turns out when he missed his landing while trying to drop from one chair to another, he hurt his back when he hit the wood floor. Poor baby. The x-rays also showed that he also hasn't "pottied" in a day. So he was also "backed-up", they gave him a pain med shot and he "made" when he got home. Now he is passed out in his doggy bed, he isn't allowed to do anything, so sleep is the only thing that he can pass the time with. So we have pain meds for him now and we have to make sure he doesn't run around all excited and spunky like he normally does. =(
Well, they said he should be better in 3 weeks. So, I hope he has a quick, full recovery, bc I hate seeing my little firecracker all hurt and sad.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Slow Club is love
"When I Go" - Slow Club
If we're both not married by 22,
Could I be so bold and ask you?
If we're both not married by 23,
Will ya make my year? Ask me
If we're both not married by 24,
Will you pass me those kneepads and I'll get on the floor?
If we're both not married by 25,
I Hope that this sun-childish spark's still alive
'Cuz there are so many lessons
That I just never cancelled on
And there are so many questions
That still burn
Like will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
If I get to 30 and I don't have a wife,
I'll ask you nicely, but I won't ask twice
If I get to 40 and I don't have a spouse,
I'll fashion you a letter and I'll send it to your house
If I get to 60 will you let me slip away
Into an orchird for the rest of my days?
'Cuz you've got your family and I've got mine
The love that we share is for another time
'Cuz there are so many lessons
That I just never cancelled on
And there are so many questions
That still burn
Like will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
If we're both not married by 22,
Could I be so bold and ask you?
If we're both not married by 23,
Will ya make my year? Ask me
If we're both not married by 24,
Will you pass me those kneepads and I'll get on the floor?
If we're both not married by 25,
I Hope that this sun-childish spark's still alive
'Cuz there are so many lessons
That I just never cancelled on
And there are so many questions
That still burn
Like will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
If I get to 30 and I don't have a wife,
I'll ask you nicely, but I won't ask twice
If I get to 40 and I don't have a spouse,
I'll fashion you a letter and I'll send it to your house
If I get to 60 will you let me slip away
Into an orchird for the rest of my days?
'Cuz you've got your family and I've got mine
The love that we share is for another time
'Cuz there are so many lessons
That I just never cancelled on
And there are so many questions
That still burn
Like will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Driving on the freeway...
I am in the backseat of my parents car on the way out to Morongo Casino in Palm Springs, to try out for Wheel of Fortune. I feel like a youngin' again being in the backseat. Watching everything zooming by my window and watching people driving their cars.
When I was little I used to wave at the semi-truck drivers bc one time I said "mom, that truck driver just waved at me". And she told me to wave back bc I remind them of their daughters back at home. I was like 3-8 yrs old. I was always a little unsure, but thought "hey, I'm with my mom and I'm safe". But thinking back on that today it gives me unease in my stomach. All I can think about is the 20/20 special I saw 10 yrs ago about truck stop prostitutes. Yuck. Hopefully, I only waved to the truck drivers that had high fedelity. =/
When I was little I used to wave at the semi-truck drivers bc one time I said "mom, that truck driver just waved at me". And she told me to wave back bc I remind them of their daughters back at home. I was like 3-8 yrs old. I was always a little unsure, but thought "hey, I'm with my mom and I'm safe". But thinking back on that today it gives me unease in my stomach. All I can think about is the 20/20 special I saw 10 yrs ago about truck stop prostitutes. Yuck. Hopefully, I only waved to the truck drivers that had high fedelity. =/
Monday, March 2, 2009
ANT-1-B.Hall
Does anyone want to study for my Anthropology class with me a couple nights a week? I could really use the accountablilty! KThx. <3
The only upsides to Mondays...
They so happen to be:
Loves:
•Matt's days off
•Yummy TV Night
•Being closer to finishing school
That's about it. Haha.
Loves:
•Matt's days off
•Yummy TV Night
•Being closer to finishing school
That's about it. Haha.
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